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sometimes i use gmail drafts to keep notes, links, numbers, or have conversations:

i feel like i don’t do anything.
my motto: think < do
but i don't do anything.
i look at what other people do. like this:
or:
but i don't do anything.
i talk about what i imbibe.
i'm an information imbiber. not creator.
it frustrates me.
there's no creation there.
except for meaning less photos like that...
or videos like

i wanna jump off a bridge because i feel like maybe _that_ would be following think < do

i think that you do much more than most people
i think you're website and the work on it is interesting and very original

how?

you have original thoughts
and you share them with other people

'thoughts'....but think < do

thoughts are still creation
and if you want to do more with actual creation
do it

playing sax...i play _other_ people's music.
i don't have a band that plays our music.
the 'original' thoughts i have...what purpose do they serve? sit at vlog.iamdooser.org and no one reads them, ponders them, or responds/reacts to them

your website is an original creation

that should document other creations...it doesn't
the largest influence i have...i feel...is (like) yielding to like pedestrians like. lke like like
can't more be done?

you do have original work on your website
if you like doing that and you wamnt to do more
go for it

i'm sick of my work on my website. that's the point
the argument could be made that stuff made for is creative and might have an influence.
but i make it for people, give it to them, they give me money. and i feel that that's it. nothing more. just use of the images i captured to try to get more shallow relationship with customers, where i do exactly the same thing

it is an honor that people ask you to make a record of their wedding day and pay for your creative thought
also those aren't the only videos or creative works that you have done
and again if you enjoy it and feel the desire/urge to do more
then you should do it

i don't want to do more of the same.
if "also those aren't the only videos or creative works that you have done" is true...show me some.

see that...dead...due to dreamhost sucking.
but even so..maybe it deserved it.
al that was was a video of me pouring stuff into a waste beaker

what about the piano piece you are writing

no one cares about it. that's what

i believe that i am the only one who has heard it and i care baout and i think it is really amazing
other people would agree if you let them

look here: http://vlog.iamdooser.org/wordpress/?p=181
a post of me on sax. joanne sure enjoyed it. because of the dedication...but it doesn't seem anyone else.
i'm a tree falling in a forest with no one to hear

think

who taught you to type anyhow

myself and mr.mathias

what's homerow?

asd hjkl

what about f?

i forgot f

it's the most important! i has that little knob to tell you where you are...not that i can feel it or anything

see at least you can type

how many backspaces do you use? i bet i use more. except faster!!
can i post this online?

yes

thanks